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I am not fooling you or myself.

It's April 1st,and I seriously need to get used to the idea I have a blog now. It's going to require a daily effort to sit down and write. People say Old habits die hard,but I believe new habits are harder to birth. God help me! Of all days to be resolute! x x x

Love in all its forms!

You know recently,a lot of things have been happening around me and to me that I did not envisage or have a plan B to fall back on . I have literally began to live the phrase' one day at a time', simply because its energy sapping,and mentally stressful thinking of what might have been,what I truly wanted,or what I believe the future holds for me. Haven't you at one time or the other felt like the world was caving in,or you felt so un accepted in certain quarters that you came up with the word that best describes you, failure. Let me conjure another scenario,things and circumstances always fall perfectly in place for you,but this time around,it has not,and you are disappointed. There's a temptation to feel unloved,unnoticed,useless,unworthy because of your present circumstances-that's exactly how I felt until tonight. As I gazed into my little one's face as she snored softly,I felt so much love(that I did not realise still existed) well up in my heart.